So happy

I feel happier than I ever have in all of my life. Today I awoke with literally a song of praise to the Lord; a smile from ear to ear and a warm feeling in my heart. As the end of this pregnancy is nearing I reflect on what a rollercoaster of health issues it has been. 5 long months of sever nausea and subsequent vomitting, hospital visits, blood pressure issues etc. Finally I feel really good. Besides the gerd and occassional pee after laughing... this body actually feels great!!! And a huge bonus is the leaps and bounds that Christian has made over the summer. He is actually speaking in sentenances!!! It's amazing!!! He is kind, sweet spirited, polite, adventerous, curious, and my " bestestest friend"... I've decided to home preschool him so I bought the work books , flash cards, math stuff etc.. He loves to be read to and it's amazig how quickly he has picked up things. He is already counting to 10, knows his ABC's and is trying to say what the letter is when he sees it in written form. Tomorrow his speech therapist comes by to re evaluate him for this school year. I hope he still qualifies. He loved " MIss Heather'..And it's 45 min two times a week that's just for him!! The other reasone for this immense joy is the woderful relationship that Jay and I have. Our marriage is even stronger than ever and he has been such a great " help mate". We've been able to sit down and write our goals for Christian for us as individuals and for our marriage. We have reached a point where we are totally dependant upon the Lord for His direction and are committed to nightly prayer and seeking His ways first in our lives. As for now I will enjoy this season knowing that like nature theses seasons do change. But I do feel a charging in my spirit and stregnth within myself to be able to " deal with it".. no matter what comes this way. So tonight I will pray with Jay for the continual growth of our family and marriage and that His blood will cover and protect us...